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'Yeah. That went well.' -Mal
Yeah so the painting thing just did not really happen. And recently I went and tried to use my adobe ink on my iPad and it's all like fu too and just like you little! So yeah. And I just don't feel like painting on ramen (my desktop PC)... besides my brother is usually using it to play Overwatch anyway so whatever. I'm sure at some point I'll start painting again be like wtf why did I go so long without this in my life???!!>???!!11one>???!!!?? But until then I'm just like meh.
But the funny part? I'm still totally doing creative stuff and I'm in photoshop more days than not! I got a job basically writing css, html, and photoshoping tog
It's Been A While
So it's been a long time since I was regularly doing art.
This time last year, I was in the middle of a divorce. I realized he didn't love who I really was. He loved this vision him and his mother had for me. His parents thought I was raw clay to be molded into being like them, simply because I was abused by my own parents. To her I was the daughter she never had (her words). Yes my parents did a bad job at being parents, but I still was a whole adult before I met their son. Anyway, long story short I wasn't free to be myself. Getting myself out of that situation took so long. I moved in with my grandmother for a spell, found a job, and move
Screw the rules! I have art!
I've changed my little description thing from professional UI designer to hobbyist painter, to better reflect what my dA account is for. I put all the interfaces I design in my portfolio (not a dA portfolio), not in here in my dA gallery. Because of some effort to keep my professional work self separate from my play self.
Let's not lie to ourselves. Over the past few years, my creativity has died a slow death. I've worried too much about product and only about how to improve process. I've looked up tons of stuff about you're supposed to do, and how one should try to improve, and all these "rules." Well, today I'm posting this to help remind
Some type of status here
I'm not sure what I should call my status. I am checking my inbox a little and I'm trying some drawing (so I guess I should get the deadish journal off my profile since I'm not dead) but I wouldn't call myself back either.
Basically I was working on the whole writing craft thing, but then I noticed something was off. I like creating characters, worlds, settings / places, etc. but when it comes down to the "ok now paint it with words" I just didn't. Immersing the reader by using just the right words to describe objects, people, and places is a bit of a lost art on me. It's really hard for me because I've never been any good at or with languag
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yays~! I gots tagged~! :3